This is a blog poat that i wrote sometime after christmas and forgot about until now so i thought i would upload it anyway. Even though it was written almost six months ago, it has a good meaning to it and shows part of how i was feeling at the time and in a small way still do now.
Over the Christmas period i have found myself thinking of old memories both from when i was little to more recent ones, and it got me thinking about how so many things can change in a short space of time without you really realising. However, there have been a few things that have happened or changed over the last year or so that have really had quite a big impact on me and how i see myself and other people.
For example, i have realised that no matter how much you put your trust on someone they can still stab you in the back and you end up seeing a completely different side to them, and for someone who is as quiet and shy as myself it can be a very upsetting time which can knock any confidence that you may have. Also it can leave you feeling extremely isolated from everyone else and for a while can effect relationships with other friends that you still feel close to.
